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Do You Love Me As She Does? by ~AnimeNerd991
Sing, Laugh, and Cry for a Difficult Future Ahead.Sing,Sing, Laugh, and Cry for a Difficult Future Ahead. by ~AnimeNerd991
Sing as though you never existed.
As thought your future will be bright.
With no pressures from your past,
And no pressures from your future.
Laugh,
Laugh like no one is listening.
Like only your happiness,
Can fuel you entire world.
A pure, ringing laugh.
Cry,
With every emotion in you body,
As though the ones you love are there,
To hold you with all their strength,
To comfort you with their love.
And so,
I shall sing.
I shall laugh.
And I shall cry.
For my future to be brighter.
For my family,
For me.
The CallThat Feeling you all gave me,The Call by ~AnimeNerd991
Knowing I will never be the same.
A new spring in my step,
A new way to feel and live.
I didn't believe it was possible,
To feel so happy,
So uncontrollably happy.
To an extent,
That forces tears,
To stream from my eyes.
With laughter,
With absolute,
Uncontrollable,
Raw and pure,
Happiness.
That I never thought I could feel.
That I thought would never happen to me.
That I always thought was in film.
And was false.
But to know I was wrong,
That everything was wrong.
Made me feel right.
That the spotlight felt so warm,
So real
And I felt like I truly belonged,
The one place I could really
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. But everyday I'm doing the exact same things, reading over my lines, learning my songs and yet I still fell like I can't get it right. I am freaking the fuck out, and I have no idea what to do. I'm regularly on the brink of tears, and sleeping has become incredibly difficult, I hate the feeling that I'm going to screw up and everyone is going to hate me by the end of it. But my mini panic attacks are freaking out my parents, and my life is just spiraling out of control. I need help. soon, or else this show is going to damage my heath to the point of no return, and I don't know what to do. Fuck. 
Panic 
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