So, big news! I've landed a fairly decant role in my schools musical, but this show is stressing me out wayyy more than it should be. I'm panicking and we've only just finished our second rehearsal. The show is in a month, I don't understand why I'm freaking out so much
. But everyday I'm doing the exact same things, reading over my lines, learning my songs and yet I still fell like I can't get it right. I am freaking the fuck out, and I have no idea what to do. I'm regularly on the brink of tears, and sleeping has become incredibly difficult, I hate the feeling that I'm going to screw up and everyone is going to hate me by the end of it. But my mini panic attacks are freaking out my parents, and my life is just spiraling out of control. I need help. soon, or else this show is going to damage my heath to the point of no return, and I don't know what to do. Fuck.